He had this cold mean stare

I called him darkness 

He used to penetrate my soul

With feelings so heartless

He had revenge in his heart

But why?

Though to others he would

Smile and act shy

He had this smooth walk

Calculating each level

Plans so vicious

You could call him the devil

Now to understand him

You would have to get inside

But he guards up his flesh

With anger and pride

Who could he be?

Someone you know?

Only at night

He dare let himself go

This woman, me

He wants me back

Do I dare let my soul

Get re-attacked?

But his eyes so brown

I can see myself

Decreasing in numbers

Says my health

How can a man

Do such destructive damage?

Yet I wait for him to ask

My hand in marriage.

- Monica GC (me)

I wrote this ten minutes ago. Hope you liked it.

I’m just not sure tho…

Tria Markers

A Nikon D3100

Macbook Air 

And an iPhone 4 

1. Shoe Size: 8
2. Age you get mistaken for: 20
3. Have Tattoos?: No
4. Want any tattoos?: No… maybe
5. Best friend?: Myself
6. Relationship status: Single
7. Biggest turn ons: Height, Nice Teeth, 
8. Biggest turn offs: If you are skinnier that me, tatted up guys
9. Favorite Movie: ATL, Love and Basketball, Brown Sugar, The Hangover
10. I’ll love you if: You make me laugh
11. Someone you miss: The old me
12. A fact about your personality: I can be very stern, even if you cry in my face. I’m a sag, I can’t help it.
13. What I hate most about myself: *sigh* some unexplainable stuff. 
14. What I love most about myself: I’m very laid back and fun.
15. What I want to be when I get older: A women’s wear fashion designer, fashion stylist, If none of them work out then a Music Video Director
16. My relationship with my sibling(s): Our relationship is great. I have 3 sisters and 1 bro and we are all very close. They love me, I love them. :)
17. My idea of a perfect date: Go out to eat, see the city. Take a walk by the River Thames while watching the sun set.
18. My biggest pet peeves: Being annoying.
19. A reason I’ve lied to a friend: Because they had previously annoyed me.
20. What my last text message says: Who is there?
21. What words upset me the most: Why did you do that?
22. What I find attractive in boys?: Nice teeth, height. I like Dark skinned guys :)
23. Where I would like to live: New York
24. One of my insecurities: I can be shy
25. My childhood career choice: Midwife
26. My favorite ice cream: Vanilla
27. Who I wish I could be: Teyana Taylor lol
28. Where I want to be right now: LA
29. The last thing I ate: Jollof rice (yum)
30. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately: This guy I follow on twitter, he is yumm
31. A random fact about anything: I am currently listening to Aretha Franklin - Call Me
32. My favorite song: Alicia Keys - You Don’t Know My Name, Musiq Soulchild - Sobeautiful33. A recent photo of me: Ahh, do I have to?